When will it finally stop?
The pain of seeing his blue eyes and his blonde hair
It sends waves of pain through me and makes me shed so many tears.
I haven't spoken to him in almost a month and I can't stand to hear or see anything about him.
I feel myself slowly slipping into the darkness that consumed me not to long ago.
Why does this happen to me?
Why am I the one to fall so hard just to have it torn away from me?
Why do I survive only to be left with loneliness and pain in my heart.
I can't think straight with you on my mind.
You're smile and you're laugh drove me insane.
You're awkwardness was the best thing about you.
I'm hea
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 6 by umberonstar, literature
Literature
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 6
I heard noises downstairs and the front door shut so I assumed Soul left. I crept downstairs to see Kid in the kitchen, he was on his knees in front of the painting and he seemed to be smiling. I went back up to my room to afraid to talk to him there and kicked my shoes off and let my hair down before I heard a knock on my door and my breath caught in my throat. "Shadow?" I walked over to the door and my hand shook over the handle. I threw the door open and threw myself at him in a hug, I felt myself start crying and I held him tightly before he could even respond to my sudden action. "I'm so sorry for how I've been acting lately Kid…" I mumb
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 5 by umberonstar, literature
Literature
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 5
The next week went by rather slow, I trained with Kid but then hid up in my room and just went black, I wore all black and almost made my hair black. Kid noticed my mood change and I'm pretty sure he thinks he caused it. The next Sunday I walked downstairs at around 9 or 10 and laid down on the couch wearing my long black tee and thigh-high black socks with my hair down to my lower back. Kid was in the kitchen and didn't think I was downstairs. I heard Soul in the kitchen with him and they both couldn't tell I had come down to the living room to try to get back to normal. I don't know if they can anymore.
If I could tell him I would, but I'm
Not once had I ever thought I'd be staring death straight in the face when I was so young. I drew my bow even though I had shit for aim, I couldn't let myself die two weeks after my mother left me. 'I'm going to kill you, I'm not dying here!' I let go of the string and the arrow went straight through the bear's eye. I walked over to the bear pulled out my knife and went to work on the bear's pelt and meat for survival.
I woke up gasping for air in the early morning. I pulled my hand up over my face to hide the suns rays. I got up and walked over to my back door and looked out into the forest, being a ranger here isn't bad. You get to live in
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 4 by umberonstar, literature
Literature
Maddness in the Shadow's Chpt 4
At home Kid pulled me into the back yard making me put on more comfortable clothing since we would be training for a few hours for him to get used to me. "So now I want you to show me your power on your own, so if you're ever alone and you need to get into battle I wanna know what you can do" he pointed to tree "Get ready to clean it up then, my father trained me, I'm six years in" I smirked and backed up to the wall "And if your wondering, yes my left leg is the only body part that forms the blade. I know how to use a block that can disable the souls wavelength for a short time" I charged the tree and jumped before sticking my blade through